Awkward

Apparently if I hit enter when I'm typing the title, it'll submit the post as is. >_>

I'm not sure how to go about this. I know that the issue of self-confidence is a mind game; if I want something, I should go for it. I think too much about what I have to offer (or lack thereof), my appearances, whether I'll be received well or not, whether or not they already have a boyfriend, etc, etc... I know that I'm my own worst enemy, cliche cliche, and that I'll never be able to progress in life if I don't take risks, but...

It's poisonous, but I honestly don't think I can offer them anything aside from loyalty and a willingness to listen. And a lot of the shortcomings can be remedied, but even if none of those things were in the way, I still don't know if I can do good by them.

I'm not a brave man, and I don't want to hurt anyone.

I'm also a lazy man, I guess, because I won't take the necessary steps to make it better.

I'm just so lonely nowadays, that it eats away at whatever happiness I can grasp in the world today.